Will it weaken before it gets here? will it change course and miss us completely?? who knows! but I called off work today at least and time as always will tell.

Life is a vacuum - nothing inherently means anything or if we think it does, it certainly doesn't mean it.

I think we all play the game of life convinced believing in some thing is just as good as being real - no doubt I use to think this way too but, the more I adapt this concept of the 'vacuum' in my life the more at peace I feel and a more firm ground of sanity :v

I don't need nearly what I felt I did in life, what feels better than ever now is to separate myself from the noise of the world and meditate in the radiant blissful sun shine whenever I can.

I would often wonder these last couple years how long can I endure these cycles of up and down that at times feel so dramatic the only thing that some times makes sense is to give up all together.. but by accepting most things are out of my control and putting faith in myself to keep holding on, I'm always glad I did and do.

There is a variety of interpretations a person could have on my ever evolving outlooks I've had on life, but they never come from a vain of death but with the spirit to celebrate life for what it actually is!

Being alone isn't for everybody but in no unsurprising contrast, some of us thrive on it as long as it's in its purest integral form with the essence of peace and harmony in one's present environment~

yesss made it to 29, only a year till the big three O ..

my original idea was gonna be to make a thread titled 'happy birthday V-Ormix!' but that didn't work out according to plan. regardless, I'll just make this random thought before I get banned again.

Miss this place! seya again!