12-23-2014, 01:48 AM | #1 |
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HEJ
I would not be making this thread unless I was 100% certain about what I am about to do now. I'm not necessarily leaving the community really but refraining from playing FFR, SM and possibly many other rhythm games. However, the less distractions the better and I will explain everything in this thread so have patience with me. The big paragraphs will be in spoilers and I will include tl;dr lines though because I sure as hell need those sometimes and I understand that some people need it too. This is my way of ranting and letting this off my chest... *phew*
tl;dr - omg wtf samurai quitting? well, the game yes but it's not like I want to leave the community really. I'll be on skype and steam just ultra busy with irl shit Life: tl;dr - I was cyrx900 in 2006, played for 8 years, my right hand hurts from too much wrist movement, *wink*. My life felt like shit for a while and people in school treated me bad for being fat and ugly while I was seeking love and attention from the wrong people which led to depression and a plan to kill myself. I would also take out anger on people, the game, and myself with words and fists which isn't healthy imo School and future plans: tl;dr - omg wtf so I did meh in my fall term but oh well I just hope to get my associates degree with a good gpa then move on to be a professor either here in the states or in a different country maybe although it'll take a while but I'm a patient person. I just want lots of money for a house and one dog and one cat rofl FFR Community <3 : tl;dr - omg wtf *sniff* *sob* I like to thank the Academ-no. meetups have been my own personal anti-depressants but they're temporary. lots of cool people in this community and even some of the trolls gave me a good laugh of the day sometimes. I cry evertim thinking about the good times and the happy times. With all this being typed, as the great AlexD once said: "Thank you for sharing your story with us on flashflashrevolution.com". Thank you for reading through if you did. I don't hate you if you ignore this. I just want people of FFR to understand that it can be dangerous to be dependent on a game (or other stuff) as a way of coping. I don't want anyone to go through want I went through. Use the past as a learning experience, detach from evil shitlords and don't overlook the people that care about you and make time for you. Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, enjoy all the holidays and all the food and drinks you can handle! Hopefully 2015 is a good year for all of us!
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12-23-2014, 01:54 AM | #2 |
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Re: HEJ
Good luck in your adventures dude! Everything in moderation right?? I think a lot of members are going through or have already been through similar priority changes and it really is for the better. We'll talk lots of course though, jiggaboos for life <3
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12-23-2014, 01:55 AM | #3 |
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Re: HEJ
:')
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12-23-2014, 02:21 AM | #4 |
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Re: HEJ
Cry evertim.
Honestly, I try as much as I can to treat people who I play with and watch as friends and not celebrities. I feel like I can actually interact with a friend and with a celebrity, it would just be awkward. I don't really know you, and I'm super new to this community. But I just want to say, good luck, and have fun! |
12-23-2014, 02:23 AM | #5 |
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Re: HEJ
I can relate quite a bit to most of what you've said. If you ever head up to Alaska let me know (haha). Best of luck with your endeavors, keep at it.
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12-23-2014, 08:46 AM | #6 |
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Re: HEJ
Hey, thanks for sharing your story. I think many of us have experienced similar things: unpopular at school, using FFR/SM too heavily to escape from reality and get online recognition, depression, messed up priorities. I definitely recognize a lot of it.
I'm glad you decided to focus more on your academic achievements and I'm pretty sure you can do well when you put your mind to it. Good luck and enjoy the holidays!
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12-23-2014, 11:10 AM | #7 |
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Re: HEJ
best of luck
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12-23-2014, 11:23 AM | #8 |
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gl man n.n
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