R.I.P dad (1962-2017)

[Shadow_God_10]

I think I've kept this in long enough tbh but because I'm going back into work tomorrow I'll just let it out

Some of you know (if you're on the tgb discord) but for those who don't, my father died of a massive heart attack on June 20th. It's been a complete rollercoaster of emotions and stress between grievance and supporting my family and I've hit a point where I need a support wall as well to go forward. I don't know very many details because my mother and brother aren't ready to talk about it but from what I've gathered the heart attack started at about 7:15am and my brother was told to call 911 and he had to give CPR to my dad. I was on the way home from work not knowing any of this happened so I walked home from work as usual and saw 2 ambulances only driveway... So naturally I panicked and ran into the house to my mom and brother in tears and my grandmother in tears as well. My mum goes to the hospital with a neighbor who said "k no you're not driving I'm taking you" and came back about 45 minutes later to give the news that my dad officially passed away.

So the last 2 and a half weeks for me have been an absolute train wreck of emotions and feelings on top of renovations so I'm looking to you guys for a little bit of support!

Thanks for reading my rant<3