[alloyus]

I know what you mean idk how long it has taken me to get out of times like that, but by playing stuff I can "mostly" do, getting better has come over time. Usually now I'll look at things that I can get 50's on or teens/20's on (raw goods) and practice them to see if I can improve on them, sorta just benchmarks that I look at. Usually if I'm getting above 50's it doesn't exactly feel worth my time because I feel inadequate.