[basicdrummerman]

yeah, i would be quite worried about suicide. honestly even though it is irrational id feel as though it were almost my fault for not getting to the phone when he called or checked facebook earlier. even though it was completely out of my control, what happend and when it happend. but thats personally. like i said it would be irrational to blame myself, again because it was completely out of my control. but id have the feeling that i should have been there. or i should have done something in time. know what i mean?

edit: unless he didnt do anything and was just talking about it and making it up for attention. at that point id be quite upset at em, and refer him to get some help, considering it seems like it would help. but i dont know. i can only talk from experience on the suicide side of it D:

edit2: i dont know what exactly your looking for here, so i hope i didnt ramble in the wrong direction. if i did, ill feel like a total douchebag