"I know when I die I'm going to heaven because I spent my time in hell" With a bullet in my gun don't fuck over my shit! well im a pathetic loser, a stoopid arrogant person who cant seem to function in society properly. im creepy and weird, fucked up idiot who should be shot and buried in an unmarked grave. youd have to be crazy or weird to be my friend. thats why i have very few, actually none at all. but then they all tend to tire of me later on in our friendship. i hate life. i've been fucked over and i suck at everything. my life always seems to be of a tragic nature. i hate everyone including myself, so dont feel bad. i cant seem to feel happiness. i use to smoke to help ease the pain, but certain circumstances have disallowed me to further destroy myself. i listen to metal because its the only music that makes sense to me. i fuckin hate rap and hip hop and gangsters. i'm tired of being alive, just wish i could die. now dont get me wrong i dont wanna kill myself, i just dont wanna live anymore. i am of no use to anyone. nobody cares and they never will. i hate myself, i wish i was different, but i did this to myself and i cant change me. i feel like im lied to everyday. people who think they care just dont give a shit. they can say they do mind me but inside they despise me. i dont wanna care about anything anymore, i just want to be a zombie until one of lifes many dangers kills me. sometimes i wonder if the experts analysis are wrongi dont see many car accidents or people dying every few seconds. if that were so i'd already be dead. i wish i had something to ease the pain, i had someone but he realised that I'm just a bag of shit in her way so she dumped me. well good for her i guess. the only thing i have is my guitar, i try to play what i listen to but im not that good. it just makes me depressed that i'll never be any better at it than i am right now. my life sucks and it keeps sucking. the only person i ever cared about left me.now all i do is go to class and when its over my life stops until the next day when i have to go to school.i know your thinkin what a weird job field for a depressed metal egg head to be in. well i found out that i like to work with my hands so i decided that building houses wouldnt be so bad. so hate me if you want i dont care anymore. if your a gangster and feel like you want to shoot me go right on ahead..........

I LUV 2 skateboard, like anime(bleach, deathnote, ), like Invader Zims, listen to music, hate sku(itz irrelevent!), play hacky sac, n playin ma guitar

i like alot of rock music from alternative 2 emo metal none of dat weak ass shit dat u call muzik?!lol n like 2 mak ma own muzik wit ma guitar.

horror n thriller