explaination behind shadeofme
Posted on: July 24, 2008, at 03:15:55am

ok this is a sort of long and hard to tell story, but it all started when i was a kid, constant family problems, fighting and everything, and my name always seemed to come up the most, so i kept the blame of my mom and dad fighting as my fault.. they ended up parting and getting back together, but the fighting never stopped, and yet again my name came up the most, so i took it all upon my self, well i remember my first real relationship 7th grade.. i went out with this girl for 3 months and she broke my heart the day before valentines day i was crushed, she never told me why, so my natural instinct from my past was to take the blame upon myself, i was then single for 2 years sulking in heart break, until in 9th grade i finally had the courage to ask out another girl, which only led to a break up then that led to a series of heart breaks and endless pain and sorrow, so much that i have become

A Shadow of My Former Self
A Shadow of What I Once Was
I have Become A Shadow
A Shade Of Me