Here lays my heart
All broken and torn
There are no feelings left in it
For me to mourn

Here lays my mind
Which has repressed
All the memories we have shared
That have left me a mess

Here lays my soul
Which you took away
Along with my faith and trust in you
That you broke in a day

Here lays my body
All mangled and left to die
I hope that I can get through this
And find another guy.

When she walks away from you mad
(Follow her)

When she stare’s at your mouth
(Kiss her you idiot)

When she pushes you or hit’s you
(Grab her and don’t let go)

When she start’s cussing at you
(Don’t cuss back and make her feel worse,
just deal with it for the time being)

When she’s quiet
(Ask her whats wrong,
but not a billion times when she says nothing)

When she ignores you
(Give her your attention)

When she pull’s away
(Pull her back)

When you see her at her worst
(Tell her she’s beautiful)

When you see her start crying
(Just hold her and don’t say a word)

When you see her walking
(Sneak up and hug her waist from behind)

When she’s scared
(Protect her)

When she lay’s her head on your shoulder
(Tilt her head up and kiss her)

When she steal’s your favorite shirt
(Let her keep it and sleep! with it for a night)

When she tease’s you
(Tease her back and make her laugh)

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
(Reassure her that everything is okay)

When she look’s at you with doubt
(Back yourself up)

When she say’s that she like’s you
(She really does more than you could understand, completely true)

When she grab’s at your hands
(Hold her’s and play with her fingers)

When she bump’s into you
(Bump into her back and make her laugh)

When she tells you a secret
(Keep it safe and untold)

When she looks at you in your eyes
(Don’t look away until she does)

When she misses you
(She’s hurting inside)

When you break her heart
(The pain never really goes away)

When she says its over
(She still wants you to be hers)

Dear Lord,
Let me never feel again.
My father I pray,
For just one tiny death.
Dear God,
Take my emotions away.
Empty this shell,
as if it were your will.
Dear Lord, I pray
never let me love again.
Father, hear my pleas
never allow me to trust a man.
Creator, open my eyes
that I may never believe a lie again.

emotions leave my body,like  children to the playground,thetear from my eye,or the blood from my arm,and as i fade away,i look back at what could have been,with a regret, yet ismile,but the smile doesn't  last,it's construed by tears, because what i wanted was  there,but i couldn't bring myself to take it,and with that irecede,with the tear of my eye,and the blood on my arm

-sitting back reflecting, feeling empty.
throbbing pains consumed with worry. looking for an outlet to suppress this ball of dissapointment.
crying out for help.
so far away from peace and prosperity. searching for clearity.
hitting a brick wall of uncertainty. looking towards an unclear future, seemingly to be meek. oh father, please help me.
shine your light on this dark path i'm taking.
please send me your raft of salvation.
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-I Hate you
you ripped me apart
you tore me down
you made me cry
and pushed me to the ground
you sad i was ugly
dumb stupid and weird
you are the scariest thing
that i have ever feared
i never wanted to meat you
i never wanted you to stay
you always were such a jerk
treating me that way
just leave me alone
let me start something new
a life without you in it