I'm freakin hopeless...
Posted on: November 16, 2009, at 11:40:41am

I don't think I'm going to pass this senior year. :( My grades suck balls, I look like shit, I hate my english teacher, and I don't even think my BF likes me anymore. I think he too in love with his games.. I'm so pissed off with him. >:X
I can't fail this year. I just can't. I can't be a failure.. I'll be rejected from my parents. I can't talk to them no matter how much I want to. They would assume the worst. I can't focus on homework or school work. I almost got fired from my job. I'm kinda just scattered everywhere.. I have to keep in touch with friends that live all across the damn country and keep up with shit here all at the same time. I have to pay bills, I don't qualify for financial aid for college, my 2-year relationship is failing, I don't even know what's going on anymore in the world (I just barely found out that Lady Gaga is a hermaphrodite), and I really hate myself. My mom hates the fact that my friends that I've known for 2 weeks scrambled the last few bucks they had and threw me a surprise party for my 18th. And I'm pissed b/c my own boyfriend didn't even call or even leave me a damn "Happy Birthday" message on my FF fucking R!!!

For everyone wishing to be 18 RIGHT NOW!! Be careful what you wish for, being 18 sucks the biggest balls.. DX

1. 1: Self_Indulging_Prick
   Posted at 9:21am on November 17th, 2009

   :(
2. 2: Thunderaga
   Posted at 10:50am on November 17th, 2009

   Regardless, You'll get through I believe that you have the will to succeed my friends how have talked like that have all not succeeded mainly because they just dont care but I think after reading that message that you have the will to make it and I promise to be here if you need someone to talk to I may be a few years younger but I have been through alot and when it comes to friends I will do what ever it takes to help perk them up because you are one of them you have my support whenever you need it I PROMISE!!!!