I hurt myself to know i feel, i kill myself to know im alive, i smile to know im sad, i confuse myself to know im real, i lie so that i can tell the truth, i say im inperfect to hide that others think im perfect, i hide who i am to show the real me, i tell people who i am to hide my emotins, i dont know who i am.

i dont wanna be a chicken
i dont wanna drive a truck
so kiss my duck!
hes a very dirty ducki dont wanna be a cat
i'd tap that with a bat
and so would loreleiiiiii

You don't know what you see in me, you don't understand. I've got all these feeling hidden inside of me, and there you go, trying to play me. You think you know me so well, but can you read me, can you tell me the story of my soul? Do you understand the pain i carry around, the fake smile i plaster on my face, do you understand how i feel. Hatred and aggony chasing me everywhere i go, no where to escape, no way to let go. Do you understand this, what im trying to say, do you get it, Im asking for help in my own way, but ways of helping are endless, yet theres no way to help me. Scars and tears, left behind. Just wait. Addiction to the feeling i got, addiction to the pain it brought, Save me.

GIRLS FILL THIS PART OUT
Wears a grill:Off
Dresses Gansta:Off
Dresses Preppy:IDC
Dresses Athletic:On
Dresses Emo:On
Dresses hick:Off
Has green eyes:On
Has brown eyes:IDC
Has hazel eyes:On
Has blue eyes:ON!
Drinks alcohol:IDC
Smokes Weed:Off
Smokes cigs:IDC [not around me though]
Plays sports:On
Smiles a lot:On
Has hair:On
Has brown hair:IDC
Has black hair:On
Has red hair:Off
Has no hair:OFF
Good dancer:On
Wears jewelry:Chain.
Tattoos:On [Depending On Type]
Laid back:On
Plays guitar:On
Plays drums:On
Plays bass:IDC
Raps:Off
Bites your bottom lip when making out:On
Can draw:On
Has a lip ring:On
Has a tongue ring:On
Nipples pierced:Idc
Hugs you:On
Hugs from behind:On
Creative:On
Calls you just to hear your voice:On [Depending on time]
Religious:IDC
Goes to church:IDC
Kisses you on the neck:On
Brutally honest:Eh. IDC

Love is just a lie
An imperfection
that seems so perfect
Something we chase after
but nothing we ever fully receive
love?
What is it to you and me?
To me its just a game
And everybody s in it to win
You you probally think its something so great
But your just another player to me,
Another one chasing after the goal that we cant get to
You play and play
I sit back and watch
I wont chase love
Love will come to me