Sometimes I feel like the unluckiest guy on earth. Having an easy-going attitude did not exactly put me in the best places. People kick me around and take advantage of me because they know they can. just go with the flow so I guess people found it easier to make use of me. It hurts especially when the ones doing so are the ones you love . My very first experience of losing a person I really love was a year back. She was one of the best friends I had and we were practically inseparable. We would spend all night talking and we would hang out after school. I never really realized that she wanted something out of me. I never really noticed that what she want was not my friendship but instead, getting popular. She got what she wanted and out the window I was. Losing her, has made me really scared of losing people that I love because I'm scared I might get the same treatment over and over again. I'm rather scared to socialize now. I keep whatever little friends I have. Though, I'm taking step by step to pluck up some courage and say "Alright. I'm going to make the best out of friendship I make now and learn from past mistakes." But then again, easier said than done, right? , i have a very lovely girlfriend right now and i know that she wont end up treating me the same way as my ex , i love her way more then i did my ex and my heart belongs to her forever.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.